Addiction

I have a thing with 'the Godfather', in fact with the whole trilogy. Today I started watching The Godfather I around midnight. And it turns out it lasts more than two hours, nearly three. I should know, because whenever I visit my brother I tend to watch the whole trilogy at some point. And now I finally have my own copy. So I watch it now, late at night, knowing I must get up early tomorrow. But do I rest or take a break? Nope. Not yet. I watch the film to the very end, regardless of how tired I might be in church tomorrow. I never learn. My 'sheet anxiety' takes over and it becomes impossible to go to bed before the film is over. Will I ever learn?